Sunday, November 07, 2004

orange keys

I think all I've eaten lately is cheez doodles. My keyboard keys are kind of sticky/grainy with the cheez powder, not really sure how to get it off. Whatever, I can deal.

Molly called and left a message. She wanted to go on a picnic but I really don't see the point. She moved out. Her vector is headed away from mine now. Obviously this is how it's supposed to be, or else we'd be closer as opposed to further apart. If you were watching us from a satellite it would be really clear to you that we're growing apart because there is greater distance between our basic coordinates. Sometimes you just need to step back an order of magnitude and look at the thing with a cold, detached eye. Life looks a lot simpler when viewed from above. We all look like ants going either towards sugar or away from danger. We ain't so complicated.

I mean, what kind of magical being sits around eating cheez doodles and refreshing slashdot all day. We ain't the final word in evolution, people.

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

small times

It is small times around here since Molly left. Extremely quiet. This morning I noticed that I hadn't eaten in three days (fainted in the bathroom right after my leg started shaking really bad) so I managed to choke down some stuff. Also I hadn't brought the mail in in a while and when I went to get it I felt the sunlight on me and realized I hadn't been outside in a few either. I would take a walk but my hair is kind of disheveled and I don't want folks to see that. I would call Lyle to see if he can come over and give me a trim but he is usually pretty busy these days. Maybe I'll wait until it grows longer and can be combed into a long-type haircut that looks intentional.